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| Me, myself, and I in the mid of wild wind |
7th semester has been running well showing how fast the time flew. FYI, this semester is gonna be the last semester of being present in classes. It's so interesting to know yet frustating. Interested of new experiences i'm going to have and frustated about leaving memories that gonna be last forever :'). Bunch of good friends might turn to be ordinary friends otherwise strangers might be one of best friends. All the happenings in the world always turn around that thinking about that things could explode your mind. Anyway, no more exams, no more assignments, no more effort to make my eyes open when it won't! But thesis is waiting for me to bite.
Me and my friends are in the busiest time to apply to the best companies, trying to search a good place for interns. Yes, we are in the midst of battle preparing all the stuff needed by the company to realize the potentials of us. My heart beats faster everytime people talk about internship period next year but then i'm aware of the successful God has promised me. I do not have to be worry and i am urged to imagine all the good things because what we imagine could drive people to their imagination. I'm trying to get this words to be my rhymes: "whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things." In short, it made me not to worry about my future. I believe the best place for me has been prepared that the best in God's view may not be the best in people's view.
The other issue regarding the preparation of internship is the confident itself. For me, i do not really confident about my accounting skill. But then my adviser comfort me by saying the most important thing in the work place is character. Skills can bring you to the top but only character makes you stay. You have to believe in your self, if not, just believe in God. He will work on you right when you surrender, when you could not find any way out, and when your brain is about to freeze.
In this hard situation, i am happy with everyone who help me. It does not mean only people who help me revise my documents for internship, but everyone who paints smile on my face every second. I think God make me balance by giving my the stress releaser. One simple thing would be the CareCell life that makes me alive by make it 'lebih hidup'. When i need someone to be hugged, they would be a very nice place to be my teddy bear. When i need some advices, they would be the best solution maker i've ever known yet God is the source of our answers. When i need my recommendation letter to be revised, the experienced koko and cici would be a more than professional adviser. When i need friends just to listen my babbling, my partners would be ready to give me attention. When i need a place to learn about people, it would be so easy to find a place where i could serve and spread LOVE. When i need someone to correct my grammar, there always people whose english is better than mine. Classmates, exdormmates, housemates, and you are also mean to me. I could not imagine if there is no people like they whom i have known now.
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| Rainbow does not always hide in the sky. |
Find a place where you are accepted because of who you are not because of something you have that you know how to accept others then love them. By loving them, the joy and peace you'll got is abundantly poured into your heart which is different from anything world can buy.
Anyway, i am also dealing with so many assignments and 'marvelous' lecturer that are so unpredictable. The intention of skip the class becomes higher and it is so tempting. Yum. Living outside the dorm also need adaptation that i am so grateful that God has been taking care of me regarding the transportation, which can be so hard if you stay two kilometers away from campus.
Hoahm. Many things i want to write in this post just to satisfy my mind but unfortunately my bed is calling me several times that my eyes response it immediately.
I am sorry for the mess i made in this post. The words structure that are so messy i mean. Thankyou for giving the attention of my concern. i just wanna to tell what is happening to 7th semester student. Suddenly i remember one thing, whatever i imagine, it always worse than reality. :D So, no need to worry, no need to be scared of, and pray is the most thing needed in any time.
Good night and hoping someone to give me red roses.
Ps: i dont know why recently i want those red roses so badly. They look so beautiful and lovely.
Best Regards,
Sylvia Happy
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